I have been alone the past 3 days in this hotel alot of time to think about everything I have done these past couple years. And I have worked so hard to “start new”. But in reality I feel like I kind of just went in a circle and ended up going nowhere. Im in Canada with prettymuch no money and no car and im stranded. I think I can last one more day in this hotel but who knows. I miss some of my friends and  I wish i could take back the things that I have said. But I feel like they were for the best but im starting to be confused. Was it best for them or me?