I highely doubt that people actually give a fuck about what goes on iin my day but if they do eh here is what i am thinking. I think its time to go through my list of friends and start dropping people. I have the hardest time trying to let go of friends but I think its for the best. Im not sure who i can trust anymore. I don’t even know who I can actually talk to. I don’t have the patience or the time to care anymore about people who truely aren’t my friends. Life is short and I want to spend it with  those who really care about me. I want people around me who are actually going to be successful. I have a big mouth i get it i know. I guess I just trust people too much and give them the benefit of the doubt. But maybe I should start to think smarter now. Stop overlooking what people do”in the norm” instead of assuming that there an exception the the “rule” the rule of patterns and life.