April 2011
1 post
December 2009
1 post
I thought I knew but I guess I don't
Ya know I use to want to make everything perfect for everyone. I use to care about what people said and did and how my actions made them feel. Then I thought that I was some cold hearted prick who just lied to himself to make him feel better. I thought that I felt comfortable with my actions and myself enough to have no remorse for the things that I do. And now I realize that I do feel bad. But...
September 2009
2 posts
“Don’t hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you...”
– anonymous
Time to think
I have been alone the past 3 days in this hotel alot of time to think about everything I have done these past couple years. And I have worked so hard to “start new”. But in reality I feel like I kind of just went in a circle and ended up going nowhere. Im in Canada with prettymuch no money and no car and im stranded. I think I can last one more day in this hotel but who knows. I miss...
July 2009
1 post
what the hell
I highely doubt that people actually give a fuck about what goes on iin my day but if they do eh here is what i am thinking. I think its time to go through my list of friends and start dropping people. I have the hardest time trying to let go of friends but I think its for the best. Im not sure who i can trust anymore. I don’t even know who I can actually talk to. I don’t have the...
April 2009
6 posts
what the fuck
holy fucking shit. I don’t understand how people do that same shit over and over and over and never learn from it the first,second,third, or fourth time. Yea people change….when they are ready and serious about changing. and even then it takes time and it take maturity. it is hard to break patterns in a person especially patterns that they have learned to survive. like manipulating...
Here is the Church and here is the steeple
So today was pretty eventful I watched a bunch of people do yard work then had to stand in front of the Major and hear him complain about how people aren’t doing there job lol. Then the weird think happened. I downloaded the Juno Soundtrack and there is only one person the Juno soundtrack reminds me of and only one person I know that likes to listen to it lol I was driving in my car with...
Your never alone
I’m sure that I will always be A lonely number like root three The three is all that’s good and right, Why must my three keep out of sight Beneath the vicious square root sign, I wish instead I were a nine For nine could thwart this evil trick, with just some quick arithmetic I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321 Such is my reality, a sad irrationality When hark! What is this I see, ...
“Your friends will know you better in the first minute you meet than your...”
– Richard Bach
“To put the world right in order, we must first put the nation in order; to put...”
– Confucius
